today, im 29. not generally a birthday many celebrate, its not a ‘big deal’ number
to me its my beginning.
i have been motivated lately to clear my soul, to forgive my mind, to reach out to others hurting and confused and to repair my heart.
its been broken for a long time.
i can heal it now.
so i put a folder on my facebook page of positive affirmations that i can look at, use to help heal, remind myself of the good, and help myself on the journey forward. im going to make something for my wall and share some on here.
this one is my future goal, one that i will be working on for the rest of my life, and always trying to better and improve:
i guess because i know i will never have complete control, i have an illness that takes that from me. but i always will have responsibility and accountability for that mood. even though i cant control it, i must still own it.
a friend has given me the last podcast from Louise Hay today so i cant wait to put that on the iPod and have a good listen, she is also a very inspirational soul, and one that i would love to read more of.
so today, i took control of my future.
i sent away an enrolment into a Diploma of Communications today, applied for a student loan. now, today, my 29th birthday is the first day of the rest of my life. so im taking hold of it, being productive with it and using my total awesomeness to be who i want to be, not who others think i should be.
i listened to my positive inner voice, the one that told me that im strong and i can do this.
so i will 🙂