Change for my future started today, i met with someone who will from now on work with me as a peer support worker, she will help me create and achieve goals, small goals to work towards larger goals, it felt good, a massive leap forward from not knowing where to go, now i have a place to start.
Eventually, in the future, i want to study Social work, i want to specialise in womens mental health, showing them that its ok to be different, to think different, and teach them the skills that i was crying out to learn for so long and nobody would listen. i want to be that person, i want to show them the next step, the right direction, the place where they can be happy and healthy and manage their illness.
one day 🙂
Tomorrow i have my first counselling session, i am so glad that i have finally found an organisation who is so willing to help me build towards my future and my lifetime happiness, the children will go into a small creche at the facilities and i will go to counselling. im a bit nervous, i have so much of my life to work through and come to terms with, and so much to learn about myself, but i guess we can only start from the beginning 🙂 im looking forward to it, although i am nervous, might have to make coffee provisions for on the way home just to bliss out and relax again before picking up miss 3 from her Dads.
I guess all i can say is today is the first day of the rest of my life, and i hope i can continue to move forward and grow and come back better and more awesome (i know! your thinking that cant be possible right?!) than i already am